CHEAPER BY THE AGE

I am cheap. Yes, I love to spend money but just for things that I really want but if it’s time to give someone some money or gifts or even some coins for “tukang parkir cepek” I will think it over & over for ten times or more. I don’t have the gene from my mom I guess; my mom is a very generous lady. She’ll sacrifice her own joy for others (I really mean it). Sometimes I think she’s an angel that had born a devil son, yes me. After some millions of thinking I start to realize that I’m getting cheaper by the age. On my 17th I think I’m quite generous but now… don’t even think about it. Back to TPC (tukang parkir cepek), or even a blind beggar, I just think that they’re the kind of man that always looking an easy way out. Life is struggle pal… I once met a TPC that got mad when I didn’t give him the “cepek” coz I think I can park by myself, the street was soooo empty so I can have a coffee while I park my car. Today, on my poop again (I got a lot of inspiration on my morning poop), I think the TPC or the beggar are just some men that have to be in their place by destiny so a damn fat cheap guy like me can learn how to give love (remember again #4?). I have to start giving even if I fail, just give don’t expect anything in return. I believe someday my heart can become like my mom’s.
Ok then, I will start by giving “gocap”…