BACK TO WORK

I will go back to work on Saturday, hmmmph it always feel like a big burden to me. When I was a kid my mom took me to a doctor on one morning and when we went home I told my mom that I want to be a doctor because a doctor can get money early in the morning. Now, all I can do is just laugh at that memory. It’s not easy to have a job that involving someone’s life on the tip of your hands. The burdens are getting heavier when someone came to you with a very ill condition. Their life and death is in your hands. Your heart is pounding faster and faster. Damn it, what should I do? What should I give? Which one is first? Urrrgh, it’s a very stressful situation. That’s why I put the doctor’s prayer on this blog, just to keep me on the ground that I’m not the one who decides someone’s life. It’s HIS job; all I have to do is make myself a very damn good doctor so I can become a very handy tool for Him to do His job on the patient. I am just an extension of His hands! Again, it’s not easy to become a very good extension hehe.
So what’s so good about this job? What I love most about this job is when you know that your patient is healed and they can go back to their family with a joyful heart and they leave you with a big smile and say, thanks doc. It will fly you straight to heaven, meet your Master and hear Him says, "Well done my child". Oh, can’t wait till tomorrow.
Really… (Don’t we love Common Cold? Hehe)