CHRIST FLASH

It’s been a few weeks since my last log-on to my blog. It’s because I’ve changed my internet provider. Yup, I’m using Telkomsel Flash now hehe… Thanks to Telkomsel 3G coverage that has cover my area now. It’s great to have a quite fast internet connection. I can connect anytime & anywhere. As usual this 3G thing also made me think about my relationship with my family, friends and Him. Until now I think I still haven’t upgraded my connection. I’m still using the GPRS instead of HSDPA. My connection is so slow, very unstable, easily interrupted, and lots of disconnections! When people including Him try to ‘download’ thru me, my system is usually on a ‘very down’ situation. It’s hard to connect to me. On the other side it’s totally different if I want to ‘upload’. It’s always fast and secure but it usually ends up with damaging ‘the heart’ of the system. In other words, I’m selfish. A while ago I had this uncomfortable feeling to my nurses; they were very annoying that day. I didn’t know why, maybe they’re having their periods. It was so annoying till it made me think to ‘duck’ with them. My connection was down that day. And then I realized (again? Hehe…), what the heck am I thinking? I can’t be this way. I can do better. So, I passed that day in a relief. But… I forgot one thing. Him, God. I forgot that if I want to have a good connection for others I have to connect to the best ‘Server’ ever, the G(od) network. That is the Christ Flash.

Connecting…