I HATE YOU GOD!

Whenever I feel depressed or feel like I don’t know how to get out of my problems, I usually get myself to pray. But before that I usually get mad hehe… and most of my depressed-prayer are using the words on the title of this writing. I hate You! Yes, my prayers has become angry-prayers. On the prayer I will ask Him lotta lotta favors to help me out of the problems. Again, I am a very terrible prayer. At some point I used to curse Him (forgive me Lord!). Please put in your mind that I’m writing this not to showing off that I’m a very brave man so I’m not afraid of my god. It’s a BIG NO!!! All I want to say is that I am so grateful that I have a God that really really knows me very well, way beyond I know myself. He is a very gentle God. He understands. And He hears! No matter what kind of prayer that we are praying to Him. Even if we are angry in our prayers. Even if we are so very angry in our prayers. Because He knows what we are. And after that He will absolutely give us answers and way out.
Don’t be afraid to open our hearts when we are praying. Let Him knows our feelings. Let Him heals them.
Let Him… (This writing was inspired from “Jo the Feminist”)